Barcelona Pavilion’s Chaotic Now Moment

I was star-struck the first time I saw The German Pavilion, the model house designed in 1929 by Mies van der Rohe and Lilly Reich at the foot of Montjuic in Barcelona.  This low-slung, elegant landmark of clean lines and reflections remains in my mind for its conjuring spirit –carefully crafted artwork that produces a series of perceptions both stable and evanescent.  It hovers, a seeming experiment in timelessness, though its stripped down modernism certainly broke norms nearly100 years ago.  Its magic struck me last week, mesmerized again after thirty years by the gorgeous “dawn” sculpture by Georg Kolbe, reflections that bind inside and out, elegance, wordlessness.  But words written in the brochure gave it a whole new meaning.  

Quoting the brochure: The 1929 Barcelona International Exhibition “coincided with one of the most turbulent periods in the history of the continent: Europe between the wars. A period marked politically by the breakdown of liberal democracies, the spread of fascism…”  As if the tongue of a bell was swinging and banging against my insides, setting off reverberations – all relevant, this is now.  Breakdown of democracies, turmoil, fascism.   

It didn’t stay on that note – the clapper swung in another direction, to possibilities found in art: “Every period of crisis also brings renewal – and the art scene of the time perfectly encapsulated this spirit, which gave rise to the emergence of the avant-garde.”  Modernism pushed back against obfuscation, fussiness, lies with an idealism that “understood beauty as the manifestation of truth.”  Ninety-five years later, we have exhausted much of that same idealism.  But why not, even in our jaundiced era, in this do-or-die moment, see chaos as an opportunity to reassert all that matters, in language both new and essential?  

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Shifting Homes

How versatile, pliable, handy the word “home.”
Slippery as soap, foamy and comforting in a body way. 
It was someone else’s room yesterday, but today, it has winked,
it has taken our toothbrushes into its interior.  Its name
rolls off our tongues after a day of being on the outside: 
“let’s go home.”   The way of its shutters, the doors,
the morning jasmine, corners where the sun enters
and where it doesn’t, the ways of home. Wherever beauty strikes,
that becomes a home, a place of alignment, shelter, a quiver of peace.

We are pliable, something of wanderers.  Those who are also
between places recognize us.  The Dutch-Swedish-Kenyan
owner of our “home,” now settled in France, peered and asked me, 
“But do you really feel American?”  I could have said the easy no.
It forced me to say I wander by choice, at least partly because
I am, at least partly, American. My complicated hybrid self
longs to constantly de-familiarize.  My heart seeks its
kin, values, values, a parasol pine, a chance meeting with a kind stranger.
The creative need to refind a flowing fountain, to re-source,
to see what trouble I can find on the lost road.

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Silence of the Monks

Monasteries and hermitages, a faint silhouette in a shimmering light. As we arrive by car, then foot, or by tortuous road, the outline thickens against the ochre stone and cliffs. They loom as minor fortresses, angled like a prism, slim windows for spying enemies or contemplating empty skies. Such extremes, oh monks, for what? Why load your donkeys with marble and limestone, why live in spiny dry isolation far from your fellow humans? What lay on the other side of the extreme – what wretchedness, what bitterness.

What closed door to a human garden?

Then again, I’m climbing these roads for what — To stay in a renovated monastery, to sit on your stone bench by the small window, to escape what chaos, to rest in what calm.

Even as I carry my backpack dotted with buttons: “all is chaos” and “restless recalcitrant.”

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She Plays Still

Her bright caftan flows around her body
seated in the middle of a crowd.  
Her feet in jaunty sandals still exposed. 
Her tune – not the drama of fado, simply
her breath, her face, the simple but bright
melancholy of her melodica.  She has known fate –
she has known it as Lisbon has known 
fires and near-destruction in succession.  
Her sockets are fused, she survives still.  
Victim only in words.  There is an oasis about her.  
She is an oasis.  Someone loves her.

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Black Pork Cheeks, Fries, Political Football

We were winding around the margins of a small village in the margins of Portugal, 
looking for a late Sunday night dinner.  Earlier there had been sun-drenched
empty alleys…now a traditional room, wooden sideboards with wine glass
on crocheted lace. White tablecloths layered with sheaths of white paper.  
Dried thistle, old gourds as décor.  Bright white glow coming from a
Magnum ice cream freezer.

A girl in a princess dress looks back at her parents as she races for ice cream. 
In this forgotten corner of rural Portugal, the three other diners
clutch phones to their ears, shouting Kamala!  Then Biden, then back to 
Harris… the balding 30-something with his scruffy beard,  the chubby bespectacled companion, the woman with flowing dark hair, all consumed by the political stage. 

Their pork cheeks arrive, they fill glasses with more local wine
from their carafe; order another, gesticulate, talk to each other,
talk to their phones, in mixed languages –the word of the day,
Crazy, crazy!

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Beyond the Green Azores Garden

Some might see the Azores, islands aboriginal and tending back to pasture green, as a perfect chance to return to the garden.   The undeniable lushness, the backing track of cooing doves, the garden both arid for grapes and tropical for papayas.  

But green is so restrictive!  Here in Terceira, there is an excess of what human eye, ear and skin can take in.  A more updated model would be a collage of a garden in constant becoming, where nothing is excluded from the party.  

For what of porous black lava, off-black and red and gray as open sockets; what of the wandering mist in interior moonscapes, the headlike blooms on slim tall stalks?  What of the green of geckos that rush through time like toy dinosaurs?  What about white-washed cottages that speed behind us like white notes on a black page?  Forests that are self-misting?  Birds that swoop to open windows with their fright song, at night, confusing all categories of bird, insect, mammal.   

And yet it is peaceful; I thought I saw the lamb lying with a lion (or maybe a faded watercolor, framed and tipped sideways above the cotton lace bedroom.)

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The Gods’ Take on Swimming the Seine

How I miss the Seine – brackish 
green-black waters fed by jars 
where painters clean their brushes.

It doesn’t promise hope; one reason why
I miss it.  No one swims there alive,
not Poseidon, not Apollo.  During his 

lunch break, Poseidon strolls along 
its shores, then rushes to Monoprix 
where he sells Speedos. Olympians 

be warned. 

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Sorry I Crashed Your Debatable Car

I’m sorry I crashed your car.  Your silver convertible was parked, windows down, on the other side of the street.  What was I thinking in those ten minutes – ten minutes that could demonize my world, your world, everybody watching’s world.  I was never good at U-turns, after all, a certain kind of high-stakes American performance – and pressure was mounting in this massively viewed U-turn.  When has the fate of the world hung on a U-turn?  I was thinking what if I flubbed it, I was looking too much ahead instead of behind, or behind instead of ahead.  Then there was time travel…I was gluing a paper airplane for my sons, feel of the balsa wood and smell of the glue; I was fixing the air conditioner.  Dad things. 

Then bits of language foiled and curled in my mouth – funny what autocorrect does with words.  My mouth has a bit of autocorrect in it.  Dada, surrealism.  Sometimes you get what I mean.  When I hear lies, I think I’m on another planet.  Those ten insane minutes before everyone in the world slagged off.  (We might be ready for the metric system, if we base everything on measures of ten.)  Anyway, the car was wrecked.  It took the Russians Ten Days in October to change the world.  We’ve had future shock; it took me ten minutes.  

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Google Says: Don’t Say Happy Memorial Day

Memorial Day

Morning birds loose a litany of reasons 
to be alive, to be young and tune their own chords

having memorized the sounds of their parents, 
blowing an adolescent horn
squawking anointed sound.

In this trumpeting of summer, the young death thing.
Under the tangle of green, remembrance 
the uniformed un-done, un-manned, un-ed.

In the wake of death, so much birth. So much birth
In the wakes. Vigiliance. A wake. Awake.

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The Insect-Poets

In all the extravagant noise about cicadas – co-emergence of different “broods” numbering in the trillions, Brood XIX and Brood XIII named like two massive gangs — does anyone hear poetry?  It could be a giant poetry slam – sound coming from tree crowns, branches, bark, ground as unseen creatures exalt at the top of their lungs.  What we hear is the plangent song, the voice of desire and urgency between deep underground and return.  No surprise, then, that Plato told a story of cicadas turning into poets; later, the creature became a doomed romantic type, its month of life marked by consummate singing, love, starvation and death.

But pay attention to the voicing. Poet Alice Oswald says the Greek mind listened hard and heard the “thin piping quality that is common to old men speaking.”  In a CBC radio interview in 2016, Oswald continues, “I have interest of the cicada as being the insect that poets turn into, if you going on speaking and speaking and speaking, you become nothing but a voice.  A high continuous voice.”  

Trillions of poets living underground for 13 to 17 years, co-emerging, trying urgently to convey their one untranslatable song. Imagine!

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