THROUGH WINTER’S VEIL
In the snowbound world
lifted off its tracks
in a windy Nor’easter years ago
my girl burst in the door
fresh from the mall,
face aglow. She couldn’t
wait to show it – the tiny
little thing of lace,
with a tulle, tutu skirt
all pale and blushing
like a rose.
Who am I to tamp down
anyone’s ecstasy – but really?
The lace we were watching
had piled up to ten inches
wrapping cars and ground;
and that path I’d shoveled…
But oh, that spring dance –
it was 7th, 8th grade – so
fluttery, buttery –
The howling winds,
its frosty cheeks, pursed lips
kissed the innocence
a whisper tucked in its bluster:
here’s to not thinking
it out too hard.
The snow is slicing at itself at three angles, like three samurai. Fascinated, the train conductor stops to watch.
A sickly green light, absinthe tint, is stuck in the globe of a streetlight.
A white lacquered ladder leans against a milk factory, in the corner.
In our all-white winter circus, trapeze artists will walk on lines of charcoal.
The winter day, shiny as a tin can
Transparent as aerosol
Medicinal, flat on the tongue
Are flushing out darkness.
They have reasoned down
the dome of the sky.
There is only starry light, not starry
night. Eyes refuse to close,
we are a dreamless troubled lot.
Our nerves catch every
morsel of bread tossed to us,
sick from being overfed.
Yet we are starving, hungry still.
Love me in the cellar
behind the stairs.
Burrow deep so I may remember
the questing of bells, the touch of my
Something is happening back in Washington,
though we are 40,000 feet above the Mediterranean.
We are rising high, the scalloped
edge of the Holy Land a mere hem below,
through unraveling skeins of clouds,
the hush unearthly.
It is 18:30, late day rays spreading,
just another day ending. Look! – I gasp –
the liquid fuchsia in the
(while seven hours back, he
is laying his small hand on his family Bible)
That red lake of light pooled in the clouds!
Clearly not the devil’s stirring pot –
too beautiful. No sinners turned upside down
no naked bodies skinned
although we don’t have our binoculars handy.
18:45; 19:00. The tide is turning.
He wrests the podium. Fans are
magnified in his mind. Although we are in
Lebanese airspace, soon over Turkey, we can
practically see the spottiness of the crowd.
In Rome, the Tiber is misting moodily,
Paris birds are skittering gaily
in the frozen fountains of the Tuilleries.
No matter where we are
(40,000 feet above the Mediterranean),
the world is spinning madly.
The crickets chant
an endless round
soft, softer still
they melt and falter
you can hardly
hear their dervish call
a distant planet
a rubbed-out moon
they woo my heart
as big as the abyss
they sing without a sound
beyond the open door
Ode to a Cold
Cold of the ancients! My head
Is a stone. O sun, the fog is lifting.
Bring me some lightness and
Streams of the healthy rush
To jobs in cities. My labor is breathing
And easing the drip. Curtains
Of it slip.
When I talk, no one hears,
And when they talk, I can’t hear.
Steaming water: a bath to
Breathe into. Muscles give way
To grapefuit and citrus
I bow, bow to clouds,
To shreds of cirrus as naturally
My viscosity gives way
Riffing with My Daughters after the Sharansky-Douglas Show